EDIT: haha..
hahahahaaaaa... so, i rewrote the entry but then...
i pressed f5 at about the same time i pressed backspace the first time i wrote the entry.
i'll calm myself down now and write the entry again tomorrow.
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i just wrote a pretty long, thoughtful journal
and then i pressed backspace
and EVERYTHING DISAPPEARED AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
anger.